Here I am again, blogging and just wanting to share my unsynchronized thoughts and ideas. I know we should've enjoy the journey of preparing the big day of our lives. But then again, the existence of sense of worriness of whether or not that big day turn out as what we expected it to be or not, haunted most of bride to be out there. Am I right?
This whole week, I can't sleep well almost every nights? Dreaming about forgetting bringing my inner for my wedding dress as my wedding dress turn out from a "see through" material and mind you I did not put any lining to it? Hmmppph. Not only that, feeling asleep at first and turn out to stay awake at 2.00 am and 3.00 am in the morning just layan-ing whatever comes through my mind (in which is actually the same thing I wanted to execute for the Big Day). Sometimes also, I turn out wiping my few tears coming out from my eyes without any valid reasons such as, I'm afraid I can't marry him, I'm afraid we're not meant for each other and lots of other stupid stuffs. Well, not that I am not expecting that wedding preparation would consume lots of your energy mentally and physically.
While on the other hand, Kamil have different feelings towards all these wedding thingy. He get all lovey dovey even more -___- everyday expressing all romantic words and gestures to me. Sometimes, got scolded by me too when I don't know where to express
Anyway, I wish and pray for the smooth and easy journey toward sour wedding preparation
Laila, Xx
